Do the Hills Have Eyes?

Oh My gosh I made a thing!  To be more specific I made an art book.

If you have been with me for the 4 years I have been working on this blog, you will know that one of the subjects my doodles keep coming back to are mountains.  Mountain Faces is dedicated to my love of mountains. For the last 4 years I have posted a drawing a day, everyday on my online blog. ‘Sitting like a mountain’ has become key to this practice. Mountain Faces is a short expression of this. It’s small, it’s short and it’s sweet. Proving that art doesn’t have to be worthy to be worth sharing.

I hope you enjoy my humble little offering.  And as a sneak preview of a hill, that looks a bit like a bum.  How cheeky!  You’re welcome.

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How to survive #Inktober2019 – The art of daily practice

What is Inktober?

If you haven’t come across #Inktober then now is the right time to familiarise yourself with it.  Originally started by Jake Parker,  today social media will explode with brilliant drawings as people take on the Inktober Challenge.  The rules are simple:

2019promptlist“1) Make a drawing in ink (you can do a pencil under-drawing if you want).
2) Post it*
3) Hashtag it with #inktober and #inktober2019
4) Repeat”

For many it’s a fun a fun way to connect and contribute to a lively online artistic community.  I am always impressed by the variety of how people respond to the same prompt.  The results are a diverse and creative as the people taking part.

For the last couple of years I have taken part and had a lot of fun doing it.  It will be no surprise that I am a big supporter of anything that encourages daily creative practice.  I think doing anything creative is good fun and good for you.  It will feed your soul, inspire others and over time you will get to see the deeply satisfying results as your work improves.  I believe it’s never too late to start.  My amazing mum decided at 57 that she was going to learn to play the piano.  She had always encouraged us to learn instruments because it wasn’t something available to her as a child.  At 57 she became a musician for the first time in her life.  If she can do that, then anyone can pick up a pencil and start the journey of being an artist.

The pitfalls of challenges like Inktober

There is however, one thing that I find saddening about Inktober.  As the days progress past the initial public declarations of people taking part, the dialogue around Inktober shifts.  It becomes guilty, self-deprecating and borders on de-motivating.  What I think happens each year is that well-meaning intentions become over stretched as a new habit struggles to be established, and because we have declared ourselves publicly, we feel we are letting ourselves and others down by not meeting the expectations we have set.

The trouble with cultivating a daily practice is that it can take work and dedication.  When talking about my own daily doodling habits, I tend towards words like practice and discipline for a very good reason.  It didn’t happen overnight, it took years to develop the consistency with which I post today.  And even now I am not happy with everything I post.  When something comes along like Inktober, which is headed by the extremely talented artist Jake Parker, it can seem light and easy from the outside.  Like he just pulls theses beautifully inked works out over coffee first thing in the morning.  I’m sure he would be the first person to tell you that it takes dedication and work to get there.

But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t start.  Doing a quick doodle in the evening between feeding your kids and feeding yourself, is better than if you had done nothing at all.  What I’m saying is that it doesn’t have to be big, it doesn’t have to be perfect, you don’t even have to love it at the end of the day.  Just pick up a pencil and you will already be doing better then you were doing yesterday.

What can help me get through Inktober?

As a daily doodler, I might not be able to offer much, but after just over 1200 days of daily doodling, I might be able to offer some bits and bobs I have learned that keep me coming back to the drawing table each day.

  1. Plan ahead.  Don’t think it will just slot into your life as it stands.  There is likely a list of other things you could be doing right now.  There always is, but for some reason you want to do this, so give it some importance and protection.  Like you would anything else, you need to cultivate the space and time to dedicate to it.  However you normally organise yourself, include drawing time.  If I have a busy week coming up I will actually plot practice time into my diary.  Also look at the prompts ahead of time.  Think about what resources you need to complete the drawing you have planned.
  2. Pick an upload schedule that works for you.  The quickest way to become de-motivated is to set a target that you know you will not be able to meet.   If a month of drawing seems too big, break it down into weeks, days, hours. Also don’t forget to read the fine print at the bottom of the rules: Note: you can do it daily, or go the half-marathon route and post every other day, or just do the 5K and post once a week. What ever you decide, just be consistent with it. Inktober is about growing and improving and forming positive habits, so the more you’re consistent the better. This also applies to the size of the drawings you want to do, the type of material you want to use.  If you only draw occasionally, and only ever in pencil on A5, maybe just try and change one of those things, rather than diving straight into an A1 ink drawing every day.  Last year October was a busy month for me outside of drawing so I decided that I would upload a day late for all my prompts.  That was worked for me best.
  3. Let others work inspire you, not discourage you.  With challenges like this then it is easy to compare yourself to others, and even easier to find yourself wanting.  Let’s be honest there will always be someone out there who is better than you. I sometimes joke that looking at some of the amazing work out there makes me want to chew off my own arm.  However if you are able to accept that there is always someone out there better than you, it frees you up to just focus on your own skills, your own goals, and comparing the you who is drawing today, to the you who was drawing yesterday.
  4. Keep your “self-talk” kind.  If you can’t be kind, just try and be non-judgemental.  Practice is difficult enough without you adding a heap of self-loathing into it.  Also if you are always focusing on what you are doing wrong, you run the risk of missing all the good work you have done right.  When I have a tough day or draw something I really don’t like, I try to find just one thing that will help me do better next time.  Which brings me to…
  5. Enjoy your fuck ups.  Nothing new every happened perfect the first time.  If every time you make a mistake, you learn something new, then you might even look forward to fucking-up.  I have seen many people talk about how they never finish art because it’s never good enough.  What they are missing out on is the wonderful creative problem solving that comes from when you have to incorporate a fuck up into your drawing.
  6. Do the prompts you enjoy.  If you don’t like the prompt, see rule 8. There are plenty of other things to tickle your inspiration.  Drawolleen is one that I see amazing images emerge from each year as well.  There is enough space on the internet for all, some, half and half.  What ever you are drawing, remember that it is supposed to be fun.  But don’t discard the prompt too quickly.  I have found in the past, the prompts I was least excited by at the start of a drawing, have become some of my favourite pieces.
  7. It’s okay to fall behind.  If you fall behind, just pick up wherever you can.  You don’t need to apologise to anyone for not drawing, not even yourself.  The important thing to practice is that if you stop you can always pick it up again.  The artists I am always impressed by are the ones that sometimes take longer.  They might not keep up with a daily drawing, they might still be finishing drawings in November, but the important thing is they keep coming back to the drawings.  Practice is as much about the fact that you keep coming back to the practice as it is about what you do while you are there.
  8. I also call this the Douglas Adam’s rule: “Don’t Panic”.  If today didn’t go well for you, there is always tomorrow.  A better piece of advise is, have fun and stay calm.  Good work comes from happy calm places.  The stereotype of the tortured artist is a infrequent occurrence, possibly even a total myth largely cultivated by brooding college fuckboys trying to get laid.
  9. It’s the activity that’s important not the result.  Try and separate yourself from the end result.  It is not the end picture that will make you a better artist, it’s the minutes, hours and days you spend working on it.  Again I have done drawings where I didn’t particularly like the end results, but I enjoyed the process.
  10. No matter who you are, and what you do, you are an expert in something.  When you feel your confidence wavering, remember you may not be an expert at drawing, but there will be some aspect of your life at which you are very competent.  It took you time to become an expert.  Remember that you are just a person, doing the best you can with what you have available to you at this moment in time.  Judging yourself poorly for trying to be better is just adding to your stress, and will probably make any learning much harder to grasp.  You already have a wealth of inner resources to draw upon when you are struggling with your practice.

So, everyone, good luck.  I hope that you find Inktober the fun and positive experience it was designed to be.

I will be posting a doodle a day as normal in response to the Inktober prompts (below), so if you haven’t already, make sure you follow to stay up to date.  And if you are taking part then please send me links to your work, because I love to see what you guys come up with.  Either comment below or tag me on Twitter.

 

Daily Doodle Q&A and Giveaway results

First off I just wanted to say a massive thank you to all those who submitted questions to the Q&A.  It was a genuine pleasure sitting down with Paul and answering them.

You can find Paul’s podcast, Creative Loving Spirit here and the book we wrote together here.

To find yourself a copy of the Mountain Faces Meditation, then head over here.

Giveaway winners!

I have put all the question in a hat and then pulled out the winners!  The full list of questions I received was so good I had to let Fate be the decider.  If your name is listed below, please email me with your address and I will pop your prizes in the post.

Signed book and original drawing:

  • Kitty Jade

Original drawing:

  • Brian Balke
  • Von Smith
  • Jupitergrant
  • Sanandi-Jacq
  • Hetheru Mer Djehuty
  • Bonnie Rae

 

Birthday Giveaway!

On Friday  Daily Doodle was 3 years old, which means that I have been posting a picture a day for the last 1,095 day.  To celebrate three years of doodling I made a thing.  To be more specific I made an art book.

If you have been with me for the last 3 years, you will know that one of the subjects my doodles keep coming back to are mountains.  Mountain Faces is dedicated to my love of mountains. For the last 4 years I have posted a drawing a day, everyday on my online blog. ‘Sitting like a mountain’ has become key to this practice. Mountain Faces is a short expression of this. It’s small, it’s short and it’s sweet. Proving that art doesn’t have to be worthy to be worth sharing.

To mark 3 years and the release of the book I will be giving away some prizes to followers.  I want to make a Q & A session and I would love to include questions from yourself below. All you have to do is follow the Daily Doodle blog and post a question to me below. You cold win a signed copy of Mountain Faces or one of the original drawings. Get your questions in by Midnight tonight (GMT) for a chance to win. You can pose more than one question, and if you do that be sure to leave one comment per question to make it easier when I do the blind picking.

As a sneak preview here’s a hill, that looks a bit like a bum.  How cheeky!

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Do you have a daily creative practice?  Then I would love to hear from you!  Comment below or tag me on Twitter or Instagram

Birthday Giveaway!

Today Daily Doodle is 3 years old, which means that I have been posting a picture a day for the last 1,095 day.  To celebrate three years of doodling I made a thing.  To be more specific I made an art book.

If you have been with me for the last 3 years, you will know that one of the subjects my doodles keep coming back to are mountains.  Mountain Faces is dedicated to my love of mountains. For the last 4 years I have posted a drawing a day, everyday on my online blog. ‘Sitting like a mountain’ has become key to this practice. Mountain Faces is a short expression of this. It’s small, it’s short and it’s sweet. Proving that art doesn’t have to be worthy to be worth sharing.

To mark 3 years and the release of the book I will be giving away some prizes to followers.  I want to make a Q & A session and I would love to include questions from yourself below. All you have to do is follow the Daily Doodle blog and post a question to me below. You cold win a signed copy of Mountain Faces or one of the original drawings. Get your questions in by Midnight on Sunday (GMT) for a chance to win. You can pose more than one question, and if you do that be sure to leave one comment per question to make it easier when I do the blind picking.

As a sneak preview here’s a hill, that looks a bit like a bum.  How cheeky!

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Do you have a daily creative practice?  Then I would love to hear from you!  Comment below or tag me on Twitter or Instagram

Give yourself the gift of time

As a creative person, do you recognise this:

I have had this idea, and I think it could be something really good.  But I don’t have time to give any real thought right now.  I’ll start it tomorrow.. next week… next month… I mean… I’ll get around to it eventually.

I know I feel that way.  In a way posting a doodle a day, every day has become a bit of a double edged sword.  On one hand it has encouraged me to commit to a daily practice which has lead me to producing more images than I thought I was capable.  However on a busy day it can become the procrastinating tool or block that I could really do without in my life.

banner 3I can sometimes become locked into a pattern of producing because I feel I have to and not because I want to, and that really affects the pride I feel in sharing a piece.  So when my good buddy Paul Macauley posted that he was hosting a workshop that would help shake creatives out of their funk I couldn’t wait to hand over my money (which is a rare occurrence this year).  In 2019 I have committed to making myself a better person, and that work needs to take place internally as much as it needs to take place externally.

And it couldn’t have come at a better time.  On the first of January I made a dramatic change to my eating.  For over a decade I have had a very unhealthy relationship with food.  I have been obsessed, in love, and completely dominated by food.  I have been using food as a way to sooth any discomfort (physical or emotional) I feel. I have been stashing junk food away like a squirrel preparing for a 15 year long winter, and lying to (and lashing out at) loved ones when they express a concern.

However with the support of a few good friends (and a very competent therapist) I have promised myself that I will not turn 30 and hate what I see in the mirror any more.  In order to pull this off I am going to have to lean into other soothing tools which I have allowed to take a back seat to my food obsession.  Which means I am recommitting myself to drawing again.

Scan 62In particular I am going to finish at least one of the larger projects I have been chewing on.  I did some creatively focused coaching with Paul at the end of last year (as well as a podcast and a book), so I know that the trust I place in him will be totally rewarded with a rich and fulfilling day.  My hope is that in posting this I will also encourage a few more people to sign up and support him.

I can honestly say that I have rarely met a kinder and more thoughtful human being.  So if you are in Brighton in January, please consider this as something to gift yourself.  A day where you can focus in on making something that is important to you.

What is the day about?

Wouldn’t it be awesome to have more confidence in what you’re doing? To more authentically express what is yours to make? To see a way forward that feels exciting and full of possibility?

In this fun, collaborative and supportive workshop I will share inspirations and exercises that invite you to open your head, heart and hands to:

  • Liberate your true wants and deeper intentions
  • Develop your thinking and principles
  • Identify small, meaningful onward actions
  • Rediscover the playfulness of ideas and making things

The expression of your unique experience and understanding is important. Let’s make the things we love in a meaningful way and share them with the world.

Where can I book?

EventBrite: And for a limited time only, there’s 25% off.

 

 

 

The Nightingale

If you are in Brighton between now and Sunday, and would like a bit of culture then may I suggest coming down to the Old Ship Hotel and seeing Show Shoppers presents the Nightingale.

You will get to see a show where (almost) everything is for sale. The props, costume and set have all been made by local artists.

If you do come you will also get to see me really milk my non-speaking big bird tribute act.

 

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